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my dad called last night after i got home from the walk.
his stomach hurt him so bad and he was considering going to the hospital.
he ended up going and my mom went to meet him there.
she was with him from about 11:30 pm until 2 am, and then she went back at around 4 am.
my dad's been admitted into the hospital.
they've done two cat scans, and have an idea of what may be wrong,
but they don't know for sure.
there's the possibility that he might have to have another surgery.
i can't even begin to think of what i would do if something happens.
all i can think about is my grandpa.
he was in a worse situation than my dad is now.
but it still keeps coming to mind.
i don't want to worry about this.
but i really am.
i need to be a strong rolemodel for my brother right now.
i don't know if the asperger's is letting him grip the gravity of the situation.
i know it didn't when my grandpa was in the hospital.
i'm going to see him later today.
i don't really want to see him in all the pain he's in.
but i need to see him, for my own sake.
i haven't seen him since friday night.
i miss him.