// know that this will pass
i love how people find the situation humorous.
especially after they saw how angry it made me.
and all the sympathy..
save it.
i understand you feel bad.
but feeling bad isn't going to change anything.
what's done is done.
there is no use in feeling bad anymore.
this is one of those things that non-runners will never understand.
i understand if this sounds harsh but,
basically, if you're not on the team, don't ask.
i really don't want to talk about it.
[unless i've told you i want to talk about it.
there are certain people i know will understand]
so why am i writing this then?
maybe i like being difficult.
of course there is a silver lining.
there always is.
these things happen for a reason,
and it's all in God's plans for me.
not only am i only a sophomore and have 2 more years after this,
i only have one race.
plus areson & washington arn't running the 3200.
i still can't help feeling angry though.
not only at the situation,
but at a certain person who made me feel as though it was all my fault.
thanks for being a great role model..
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::edit::
yeah. i'm over it now.
last night really helped.
i'll write more about that in another blog.