random (mostly) unrelated thoughts.
Never thought so before but now, I KNOW I AM.
What is worth?
I learned that oblivion really is absolute BLISS.
I can't even count enough for half of my hand anymore. if i can even count any at all.
remember when you said, "What's the matter Mary Jane?" and i believed you.
It's painful to smile in a forest of stone.
I'm accidentally in love. I'm also peacfully out.
talent or luck?
is it fair for something to be so perfect and so impossible at the same time?
ya know that feeling you get when they touch your hand accidentally yet sub-conciously purposefully?
barely forgive. never forget.
never felt worse.
never felt better.
life is a banana.
i've been questioning a certain word a lot lately.
the barenaked ladies would know exactly what to say.
it hurts to relive that memory so vividly everytime i see him/her/it/them.
was i supposed to learn a lesson?
should i do something? should i say something? should i be what i don't feel?
what's "crossing the line"?
what's "over-reacting"?
when do i get to "speak up"?
in 37 hours ill be on a bus to rock island, illinois along with some of my favorite people in the world. this weekend will be intense. i'm not very strong. i will need support. maybe, ill be lucky enough this weekend like i was last weekend.
i made a decision that's going to hurt someone that i don't want to but, hopefully they'll understand my situation. it needs to be done. i just can't physically do it anymore.
life will go on. i just hope this smile doesn't fade in the process. this is what it means to feel good. i had forgotten for a while.
Love and Peace,
Cathy
What is worth?
I learned that oblivion really is absolute BLISS.
I can't even count enough for half of my hand anymore. if i can even count any at all.
remember when you said, "What's the matter Mary Jane?" and i believed you.
It's painful to smile in a forest of stone.
I'm accidentally in love. I'm also peacfully out.
talent or luck?
is it fair for something to be so perfect and so impossible at the same time?
ya know that feeling you get when they touch your hand accidentally yet sub-conciously purposefully?
barely forgive. never forget.
never felt worse.
never felt better.
life is a banana.
i've been questioning a certain word a lot lately.
the barenaked ladies would know exactly what to say.
it hurts to relive that memory so vividly everytime i see him/her/it/them.
was i supposed to learn a lesson?
should i do something? should i say something? should i be what i don't feel?
what's "crossing the line"?
what's "over-reacting"?
when do i get to "speak up"?
in 37 hours ill be on a bus to rock island, illinois along with some of my favorite people in the world. this weekend will be intense. i'm not very strong. i will need support. maybe, ill be lucky enough this weekend like i was last weekend.
i made a decision that's going to hurt someone that i don't want to but, hopefully they'll understand my situation. it needs to be done. i just can't physically do it anymore.
life will go on. i just hope this smile doesn't fade in the process. this is what it means to feel good. i had forgotten for a while.
Love and Peace,
Cathy