My give a damn's busted...
Yay for updating! This week has been long and short all at the same time. Certain things have sucked it up, like lack of sleep and petty arguements and silly drama. Other things though have been good, like spending random time with Hayden during 2nd period, and my afternoons :)
It kinda sucks how things start to mold back into this perfect little picture for me, right as the year is coming to a close. But I think its all and all for the best.
I have to write my senior memory for band tonight, and it kinda sucks because I feel like a lot of my better memories were with people that aren't at AHS anymore. Or I guess they don't count as band memories, just that they were with band people. And on top of that, last night I talked to Brian for the first time in awhile, and it totally brought back all the good times from last year and the year before. Like when me and Brian told Hayden we hit a dog and sent him on a mad search for it. Or John and his bad driving, but in the end it was always fun. And TPing random peoples houses all the time. And when John and Hayden and Brian came and rescued me after my accident, and then played loud music outside my window to make me happy. And all the times Chris Pena would give me piggy back rides around. Or when I pantsed Emily and more than her shorts came down. And Haydens, "I just want to be free. You know, like a bird...". And our waiter: "Here's your butter, don't get fat!!" Ahhh good times.
So as of 5 minutes ago I think things are starting to become perfect again. I havn't fought with my parents in ages, school isn't getting the best of me anymore, I have a wonderful boyfriend and a best friend who knows how to make me stop stressing out, my friends are starting to fix their problems, and I'm genuinly enjoying my days. Stupid people have stopped being stupid. Daniels moved on and its like this huge weight off my shoulders. Katy now comes out to lunch with us, so I'm no longer the only girl. On top of that me and her have started getting closer, which makes me happy. And, I have both hair and make-up apointments for prom, as well as dinner reservations. So yay for me!
Speaking of prom... totally can't wait. Only like, 2 weeks and a little more left!! Blah blah blah.
What a long and pointless entry. I suppose I should end it before I lose myself in some random topic. Have a good weekend all!
<3