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I HATE BEING SICK!! Gross! I woke up today all ready to go to school and was like, today will be good, this week will be good, yay me! Right? WRONG! So I get up and take a shower and I sit down in front of my computer with my cup of coffee and go figure, my morning is going to be bad. My normal morning, which for some reason I was looking forward to much more today than usual, was delayed for homework, which was totally fine but a bummer none the less. I was like, ok whatever I can work with this! So I get ready and go to school and hang out in the bandhall all morning and whatever it was fine... not good but fine.
Then I go to first! I could hardly keep my eyes open, and on top of it my legs and arms had started to shake because they felt so weak. It was like my body had lost all energy. Like I had just played a days worth of sports and hadn't slept in 3 days when in reality I slept like, 26 hours from the time I went to sleep Saturday until I woke up today. And on top of that, did nothing all weekend but sleep or sit around. Well, ok so I'm like this sucks and during 2nd I called my mom who told me to make it till lunch then go home. So during Calculus I started feeling really dizzy and nauseas and it was horrible. Jason and Do told me to go home, Feigenson said I was pale, AJ kinda rubbed my shoulders a bit, Jessica said I was exhausted... I don't know I just like died all in one hour. But, for some odd reason I decided to stay!
So I stayed both lunches and what not and finally dragged myself home with one period left, band. I think I'd done all I could for the day. I came home, crawled in bed with an Oreo milkshake, and AJ came and kept me company until like, 20 minutes ago. And that was my crappy day. I think I'm getting the flu, which totally sucks because if I have it, like 5 other people are bound to get it soon, but it makes total sense because everyone in my family has had it recently except me. But how gay! I hate being sick!
And talk about drama lately. Its like, as soon as things get to be wonderful for me, they fall apart for everyone else. I mean I'm happy with the things in my life right now. I have great friends, a great boyfriend, parents who love me, places to go when I need help, things to do when I get bored, and just all these things have fallen into place for me! But I can't help but worry for my friends who are having all sorts of problems... and it just sucks. And I wish I could hire a hitman to take out the whores who mistreat the good guys, and the jack asses that manipulate the nice girls, and the jerks that break other guys hearts... Yeah. Its like all the good people in my life are totally being mistreated and theres nothing I can do about it.
If you couldn't tell already, this is going to be a long entry. I have a lot on my mind.
I forgot how theraputic it can be to write in here. Cause its like, I can say things to people without having to actually say it to them. I can say the hard stuff, and hope that they get it. Yeah.
Well! I'm off to go lay in bed and be a lazy bum until AJ stops by once more. Yay me... haha maybe being sick isnt the worst thing after all!
-Lots of love!!-