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Last night was crazy...i was hanging out w/ Meghan and Stephan, just doing what we normally do. Well i guess last night i keep saying i didnt feel good and then walked to the screen door. Now i dont remember alot of things that went on but i open the screen door turn my head to Meghan and giggled then i blacked out. I fell down 4 concrete steps ( Read more... )

Im so broke right now...cant pay my bills...i feel useless...im pathetic...today i worked and only made 50...not enuff...oh well...hope some miricle happens that i find a million dollars. ~chow~

YAY...he came home the other day. I guess i was having to much fun to right in this thing. Well Wensday i picked him and his brother up at the airport and let me tell you that traffic was a bitch..it took us forever and a day to get home. But when we did it was great. His moms gone to New York for the week so ive been sleeping over. OMG-hes amazing ( Read more... )

UGH. I MISS STEPHAN. wow, i really, really miss him alot. I miss everything..his scent, his smile, his laugh, his eyes, the way he kisses me softly...then passiontly...i miss it all. I cant wait till Wensday rolls around. OOOOOOH i cant wait. I talked to him today and just hearing his voice turns me on. I cant image what ill do when i see him. ( Read more... )

Well this morning i woke up at around 11 in the A.M...went to Wallmart to return some close i havent wore...basically because i dont have money. So then i went to Taco Bell- waited for Jon and Derek to get there..then inside they decided they wanted KFC and so i got my food at the bell then headed towards KFC. They ate and i ate my burritos. Then ( Read more... )

Some things i will just never understand...i know everything has it purpose for being there but im just tired of trying to understand its reasonings. Why do certains things happen, things that are just so out of ordinary. Things that just make you sit back and ponder what the fuck! Some things we may just never know.

Well to update you some...i quit Buschs Seafood and im back at P.A. I know, im never going to leave that place. But anywooooo, I love Stephen so much but i dunno really how to describe us now. I feel as if he doesn't have the same feelings for me as he once did. It's actually starting to scare me some. I don't want to lose him, but i dont want to ( Read more... )

Okay, i havent updated everything so yeah, I quit V.S becuz it just plain out sucked balls...i hated listening to Brittany FUCKING Spears all day and it got to the point were either i quit or i throw that stupid portable cd player throw the glass window..So i quit there and was hired at Buschs Seafood...its so different there..sooooo diferent then ( Read more... )

Okays, well today i woke up at like 12 in the PM...i know i wasted half the day...but i have an excuse...Last night i got home at 3 in the AM...Stephen and I drove to Adventua City-which is very near to Miami...We saw his friend Spencer and chill'd on his YATCH (i think thats how you spell it). S 0 o yeah that was fun..Im going to met Stephens ( Read more... )