Beach
Well to update you some...i quit Buschs Seafood and im back at P.A. I know, im never going to leave that place. But anywooooo, I love Stephen so much but i dunno really how to describe us now. I feel as if he doesn't have the same feelings for me as he once did. It's actually starting to scare me some. I don't want to lose him, but i dont want to cling to him either. Im just at a dead end. I saw him today at the beach for only about 30 mins...i waited for him to get there for about two hours....he was at his friends house-which i have no problem what so ever about-i want him to see his friends....but it feels like he doesnt even want to see me. After the beach he went to his friends house...he said that we'd hang out later but i cant help but to feel pushed aside. I dont know if im over anlyzing this or not. Im so confused....any advise???