toodle lee dee
Not to much new, just workin my butt off.. I am rarely at home anymore but I like that.. I hate sittin around the house.. Nathan and I go to the park alot, or walkin with my friend Christiy.... When I am at home, Nathan and I watch Monesters Inc.. 2400000000000000 times but thats ok, I love that movie.. When ever the lil' girl comes on screen, he taps my leg and says "mommy boo!" Or I am on the exercise bike, losing that weight.. Man I can really see a difference, I am down almost 30 pounds and 2 pant sizes.. I love my new exercise bike... Plus I watch what I eat and go walkin every night with my friend from work.. Wow I am repetitive.. Nothing new on raymiah, hell I rarely see him, he has his own life of work, school and his circle of friends.. He did me a big favor the other day though, a nerve in my eye had gotten pitched off due to stuff and I went to the doctor, I could barely see, so he drove nathan to the house for me cause I was scared to drive with nathan in the car.. I am doing better though, I can see, but the downside is i have to wear my glasses and i look like a genuine dork.. But anyways, got side tracked.. raymiah and i are cool, nothing going on or anything. just friends.. I still love him but right now at the point we are at it doesnt matter how i feel... I want more naturally but he is to busy, i would say thats a good thing though, I would rather us not be together and he be busy.. then us be together and him not come around.. Nathan and I deserve more then that.. I will never ever settle for less the i deserve.. But he is doing his thing and thats cool cause i am doing mine.. anyways that shit is depressing.. back to me! I still go to my therapist occasionally just to check in and get some good advice.. He is sooooo behind my weight loss and has noticed a considerable change in my attitude in general.. He said I seem happier.. Which is always a plus but i agree with him.. Well everyone have a lovely weekend.. I got big plans, I may tell about them after they happen! Love to all,
-Angelina
-Angelina