Mar 25, 2005 12:13
*deep breath* I am doing so very very well lately.. This month was the first month since Raymiah and I split where on the 21st of the month (day we split back in nov.) and didnt fret that we had been split for 4 months.. I didnt even think about it until today... I feel good about myself... Losing weight in a healthy manner, I dont throw up and I dont skip meals... I exercise everyday, eating so very healthy and I feel spectacular.. I have lost a total of 21 lbs.. 13lbs fat weight and 8 pounds of water weight...When I first moved into my apartment, I felt like I needed raymiah around me all the time and lately I am fine without him.. I still miss him and love him very much but I have come to realize that right now he is kinda unreliable and doesnt come around very much due to his lifes circumstances, prorities and responsibilites.. I like where I am in my life right now... I feel totally independent once again.. AND I AM IN A SMALLER PANTS SIZE!!!!! yay..Well nathan is doin great.. Talking sooooo much.. In full sentences, still trying to potty train. He is 21 months now and HUGE.. well tall and skinny..Well I have to go, but I'll try and update more often... Love all of you very very much...
-Angelina