Author's Note: It's rather rushed , sorry! Part two will be up soon and it will be evened out. This is a flashback to the first meeting.

I sat in the vintage car with out the air conditioner long enough for a film of perspiration to form on my forehead.  My hair felt like it was melting and my heart thumped wildly behind the confines of my ribs. I ( Read more... )

It was like watching the world from another point of view. This lingering of hollowness and a sinking feeling haunted my body as my brain tried to fight against the thick fog that trapped my thoughts in. I can remember the call, I can remember the way my eye glanced blankly around the room seeing nothing but emptiness . It seemed like everything ( Read more... )

I watched the screen with a frown. The silence behind me was like weights in the air.

“Replay it” my voice was raw and gruff from being unused for so long.

“We’ve gone over the tape for the past 2 hours, it’s a lost cause” his voice grew softer toward the end of his sentence as he tried to see my reaction. My jaw locked as my hand came down on a ( Read more... )

My eyes fell on the darkened seat in front of me but I saw nothing as I let my brain wander. A dangerous thing to do but every time I tried to focus it felt like there was another person in my brain shoving images behind my eyelids.

The coffee and tea shop was deserted for it was that awkward time of the day where nothing should exist. It was ( Read more... )

The water burned across my flesh but I barely noticed as I stared blankly at the slick white tiles surrounding the walls of my shower. The steam stung my lungs as I inhaled it unknowingly but it all seemed like it was happening to some one else as my mind continued to replay the dream. Every image made me feel dirty and worthless, a self inflicting ( Read more... )

Caution: this chapter contains sexual contents.

My head felt fuzzy as I opened my eyes realizing at once that the small room was not my small room. The space was dimly lit and made it hard to see as I squinted through the fog of sleep.

“Kurt” the moan brought my attention to the person on my chest. My eyes widened when I realized I was laying down on ( Read more... )

        New Jersey was a small place so I should have been prepared in the case I ran into my nameless prince but I wasn’t. It never crossed my mind, as long as I sat in that corner every Saturday I never had to face him.

The heat washed over me in rolling waves as I tried to enjoy the afternoon at one of the few private dog parks in the city ( Read more... )

It was sunny, I knew this because of the bright rays of light hitting his face and the way his eyes scrunched as he looked out the window lost in his thoughts. I sat in the dark corner diagonal from where he sat so I could watch him as the waitress handed him the letter the way she did every Saturday, he would move to put his jacket on and she ( Read more... )