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I had the craziest dreams last night...
I dont really want to talk about them, I just thought I would let you know.
There are things you learn when you are alone. I've learned to appreciate little things that people go out of their way to do for you. Every Wednesday I used to watch Lost with my mom. It was our favorite show. We would make dinner and sit and watch and talk about what just happened during the commercials.
Now, I sit and watch Lost by myself in my apartment. Sometimes I make dinner, sometimes I dont. And there's no one to talk to during the commercial breaks.
I never missed my mom until this very moment. Or those moments. I've been so busy missing gilbert that I've ignored how much I miss my mom. I can't wait to go home and see her.