Jul 23, 2003 20:03
i noticed that a lot of guys on here who are gay are always unhappy. i am really a happy person in general... i just wish i had a boyfriend to hold. i don't even need sex...god knows that my friends lefty and right-on-joe have had enough practice making me feel good (sorry to be so crass), so that's not what i'm after. i want someone to kiss. i want someone to lay in bed with and hug and caress and whisper sweet things to. i want to fall asleep in someone's arms, or with someone in my arms...whatever. i want intimacy, not sex. i am level headed enough to know the difference.
i don't know. maybe this is my cross to bear. it would be really nice to have someone to share this with, though.
thanks to the few guys who have said nice things to me. keep writing...i need to make friends who can share in this segment of my life. hope to hear from you soon...