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i'm not sure where i stand right now. things are ok. i am having trouble finding a job, though. i am so ready to love...
i am watching powder...one of the saddest and most beautiful films ever made...he is so beautiful and mysterious. i just want to hold him and tell him how beautiful and amazing he is.
i need to send out some thank you cards for the gifts i got last weekend.
i have a friend who is gay. i know he is, we've talked about it. i want so badly to tell him about me, but i am still unsure. he is NOT someone i'd be attracted to, EVER, so that's not even a part of it. i just don't think i'm ready still.
it's hard to watch and type.
i want a dog. i'd love a small dog i could carry around with me everywhere. that would be fun...something like bruiser. only i'd never make my poor dog look quite that gay.
that's about it for now. i just wanted to post something because it's been a while.
i am watching powder...one of the saddest and most beautiful films ever made...he is so beautiful and mysterious. i just want to hold him and tell him how beautiful and amazing he is.
i need to send out some thank you cards for the gifts i got last weekend.
i have a friend who is gay. i know he is, we've talked about it. i want so badly to tell him about me, but i am still unsure. he is NOT someone i'd be attracted to, EVER, so that's not even a part of it. i just don't think i'm ready still.
it's hard to watch and type.
i want a dog. i'd love a small dog i could carry around with me everywhere. that would be fun...something like bruiser. only i'd never make my poor dog look quite that gay.
that's about it for now. i just wanted to post something because it's been a while.