i think i am happy...knock on computer!

[love_x_lies]

ahh, well let me tell you,i have not been the slightest bit of happy really for a couple of weeks now. yesterdaii i was very very upset. i thought i was gonna cry forever. but hings got better n i think they worked out good, from what i think. then today was good all day in school then when i got home it sort of in some way go better. shaun called, he got caught again. he was telling me he is gonna runaway n come to my house. hmm then i thought n umm i talked n umm maybe if i try this miracle will happen! it would make the the happiest person in the world.

hmm this weekend, i don;t think i have plans. jason wanted to do something but who knows if that will happen, i got dance tomorrow too. <3 yay. saturday going shopping with tarah n karli. mothers day is sunday!! saturday night..umm no clue yet. my mommy has tickets for the dumb orioles game on sunday, they are ski box tickets n all but umm i hate orioles games but i guess i will go for mommys day...

gosh i hope i can help these people. i love them to death and it hurts o see them go down like this. they are completely different from what i used to know and i do not know what happened. but maybe things will get better. hopefully. well 41 days of school, including weekens. 29 without. haha summer of 'o4 ahh! <33 Lauren

--->> i sure hope o am not jynxin myself with this..knock on computer!