mmm a quickie from Super Love <3
This is going to be a quick update.
I’m still on tour with John…and I’m still having a lot of fun. A lot of fun. I talked to Mandy about it all for a little while last night, which was sort of odd. I mean, you would think I would talk to one of my besties about it but I’m sure they have heard enough…and for the most part I’m keeping it to myself. I’m very vulnerable and I’m the first to admit that. It’s unnerving not to know how someone feels about you and be too afraid to ask. Maybe I don’t want the answer. It’s terrifying. Enjoy now, question later, right? Or...don’t question at all? Maybe in a perfect world…but I’m too insecure to go on not knowing.
Maybe that’s a problem. Maybe I should just know but it’s been so back and forth with us that I’m afraid to make assumptions. It’s like as soon as I get comfortable with how I feel about him or the situation, I end up regretting it. I wonder if he runs or I run…I wonder a lot of things.
Whoa hello, please babble on about very private stuff that you just claimed to be keeping to yourself >:O
I MISS BRITTIFER!! I think we’re going to do a film together…I don’t even care what it is, I just think we need to hop onto the screen and be best friends there too. I wonder if my best friend knows I worship her! I also miss CHRISTOPHER! I hate when he goes MIA, I get all worried and such :( And I love Biwwy and Zac. Zac is my Will, I am his Grace.
This update was longer than I expected it to be and I probably shouldn’t post it but I’m dumb so I will.
PS. Mandy Moore is beautiful and wise beyond her years. The end.
EDIT:: This is what happens when I get bored:: New Layout. I look ridiculous as usual.
I’m still on tour with John…and I’m still having a lot of fun. A lot of fun. I talked to Mandy about it all for a little while last night, which was sort of odd. I mean, you would think I would talk to one of my besties about it but I’m sure they have heard enough…and for the most part I’m keeping it to myself. I’m very vulnerable and I’m the first to admit that. It’s unnerving not to know how someone feels about you and be too afraid to ask. Maybe I don’t want the answer. It’s terrifying. Enjoy now, question later, right? Or...don’t question at all? Maybe in a perfect world…but I’m too insecure to go on not knowing.
Maybe that’s a problem. Maybe I should just know but it’s been so back and forth with us that I’m afraid to make assumptions. It’s like as soon as I get comfortable with how I feel about him or the situation, I end up regretting it. I wonder if he runs or I run…I wonder a lot of things.
Whoa hello, please babble on about very private stuff that you just claimed to be keeping to yourself >:O
I MISS BRITTIFER!! I think we’re going to do a film together…I don’t even care what it is, I just think we need to hop onto the screen and be best friends there too. I wonder if my best friend knows I worship her! I also miss CHRISTOPHER! I hate when he goes MIA, I get all worried and such :( And I love Biwwy and Zac. Zac is my Will, I am his Grace.
This update was longer than I expected it to be and I probably shouldn’t post it but I’m dumb so I will.
PS. Mandy Moore is beautiful and wise beyond her years. The end.
EDIT:: This is what happens when I get bored:: New Layout. I look ridiculous as usual.