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who am i? This is the question i have recently been asking myself. Why you might ask? Because im indecisive on question, should i rebel? Now to rebel is to make yourself an individual. Meaning apart from your parents, your own person, own personality, and declaring freedom. Now a kid who takes care of himself or herself is well on their way to becoming their own person, because that means they want to be themselves and not someone else. I do not like the fact that dave was over me instead of being my friend and trying to hang out. And i needed this to move along faster than to sit here now years later and think about it. He could have helped that shy kid that i was and promoted a good correlation to trying things instead of me being afraid of change and wasting precious time trying to figure myself out. But i understand now instead of being ignorant like him. Fuck him, i am me and i am mad at him because he did not help me. I was a serious late bloomer. And i have changed to the degree that i can re-adapt myself before your very eyes and i am not bragging. I am simply stating that i strive to try to change to the better and i change dirastically throughout a years time. you could leave me alone for a week with some type of intellectual stimulation and i would be different when you returned. That how i want to be anymore. I am still original..thus me. But i am for the better and i will be better every time. I try to change, and i try not to limit myself at any point.