A day in the life of R
Im thinking of changing my name. I dont know what i'd change it to. But i want to be more me and less them. I dont want to be attached to my father anymore. He asked me tonight "why do you walk around here and not talk to anyone?" i said i have had a very bad day, and if someone speaks to me i speak i havent made an effort not to talk to anyone. fuck them. heather never talks to me unless shes desires to kill me a little more. stabbing me with ill will repeatedly until i bleed. i had some customer spill paint on me. yay. i feel like shit. i had somewhat of an exciting night having to hold a shit in while i ran a mile home. here i am holding my ass and running at the same time. ha. and i injured my leg the other day running. im such a mook. i was trying to run 10 miles. i ran 2 and a half and then i stopped because i got some weird feeling in my left leg. thus my injury. i have been stretching a lot likely. im trying to get to doing the splits and the like. i need to be reading my psych book but im bummed. all i want to do is eat. but im starving myself. i want to go to sleep but i cant, i dont want anything but to leave anymore. im coming to an end in my life. im moving soon. i have 45 days of ohio left.