Does any body read this shit?
I wonder am i talking to myself or is some poor bastard reading this? I have been working at the shop everday i can get out there. I love the fuking shop..it's the best thing i've done the whole time i've been up here. I love being there it's so awesome..and just think..thats gonna be my damn job in about two years. Im psyched at fuck to be there, to say the least. Man I was nice and happy looking at work today. So i get to keep my job hopefully as long as nobody complains. I want to transfer as soon as possible. I hate being a cashier. I want to be more and do less. Its not the love of my life so im gonna try to do something else. Its been a good learning expierence, ive learned to talk to people and not be so dark and to myself. I havent taken a shower in a couple days. Its about that time once again. I only take showers at night and my damn stepmom would always stay up and she fucking annoys me so i dont take a shower around her. She doesnt like being nice at all. She's meaner than i am. Thats pretty fucking mean. I need to find out about my fasfa shit and i need to get dads pin number so i can fill the rest out. I think im gonna learn some megadeth songs tonight. Metallica is draining because its so dark and im not that unhappy anymore. And i dont feel a rush playing there stuff anymore. I love playing one, and fade to black but after they get into bland crunch crunch and there is no more melody i get tired of playing it. Im more into melodic and in your face shit now. Melodic = amon amarth, in your face = anthrax, megadeth. I really like playing classical stuff that you can turn into speed or thrash..that really gets me. i like classic rock stuff anymore. I kind of like techno but im broke as a joke so i cant buy any. Plus where is the cd player on a motorcycle anyways? my music is comming from the muffler. Im thinking of moving to florida to live with my mom once i finish school. It will mark the first time i have done such a thing in eight years. Man its been a long time. Plus i was wondering when i should buy my bike. Probably after i learn to ride the son of a bitch. I really want to have one and come show my grandpa. He'd probably dig it. Plus who is gonna catch me on a crotch rocket? honestly thats like catching a fucking Mclaren. I want to try my hand at racing to, at the track not just street shit. Well kids im off to take a shower peace out.
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