Starting over but its still the same old path.
I thought it might be a good idea to take a few steps back and glimpse into the past. Perhaps looking at what has already been might change the path of what could be. Everyone says hind sight is 20/20, I guess I was just testing out that theory. Whether or not I believe it, only time will truly tell. 5 or 6 years really isn't enough time to sit back and ponder on it all. What lesson did we all learn? Lesson? Who am I kidding. History keeps repeating itself, and to be perfectly honest, I keep letting it. It baffles me to think that situations or people really ever do change. You can't change people and I'm not too sure that people actually change, even on their own. What I don't understand is how one day you can go from being all happy and talkative, to the next just shutting me out. Ignoring me and all I have to say is rude to say the least. The more I dwell on this, the more depressed I become. Why must I like you again? Where does it really get me?