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[lostmystars]

i want july to end.
i want to find passion and purpose
i want comfort and stability
i want to move on
i want to be able to write again

i want to accept my new scars and continue on living as best i can
without you

i want to become independent
i want to become detached
i want to be me again.

all i know is how to be
heartbroken erika
or
hopeless romantic erika

is there more to me ?
a me buried under that ?
i'm sure there is.
but i'm terrified of that person
and coming to know her.

i'll never get over you getting over me.