new year's resolution: stop fucking up
the past three weeks or so (pretty much since break started) have been quite a mess and i didn't even realise it until just now. i feel really fucking stupid and embarassed about the way i have been thinking and acting lately. so the beginning of a new year seems as good a time as any to start over. i'm going to stop being such a flake to the people i'm lucky enough to have in my life. and i'm going to stop trying too hard to make things happen that don't need to happen.