fuck
I want something to hit me so hard that I break.
I want to fight to the death, just once.
I want someone to look me in the eye and tell me something that will shatter me.
THIS! is how I feel about these days:
all of this hurt that's wilted off
oh this relief, it's the oddest thing
oh my God, oh my God, oh my God
hardly any of the people who might read this even know me
but i guess that's ok, because there's nothing to know, anymore
I want to fight to the death, just once.
I want someone to look me in the eye and tell me something that will shatter me.
THIS! is how I feel about these days:
all of this hurt that's wilted off
oh this relief, it's the oddest thing
oh my God, oh my God, oh my God
hardly any of the people who might read this even know me
but i guess that's ok, because there's nothing to know, anymore