Jan 19, 2005 00:25
I went on a trip to Santa Cruz/Berkeley for a few days. It made me lonely and drunk and wondering what the heck I'm doing with my life. I got to know a couple people better that it turns out I really like and I got to see some people I already knew I liked and I also had several extremely good meals. But I was only in Berkeley for one drunken night and hardly got to see any of the town or campus, so I am really disappointed about that.
I ended up having a lot more of those thoughts about what it is that makes me like some people so much more than others and about what there is about me (and should definitely be more of) that would make people like me.
I decided to make a point to read more, know more about what is going on in the world, and get out of bed earlier (but not painfully early). I also missed katie and my cats this weekend, so I am going to spend more time with them -- if that is humanly possible.
Oh man I saw the Big Lebowski yesterday for the first time and it was brilliant!
Also I realised when I got to Santa Cruz that my camera had no batteries, so I have no pictures of the butterfly sanctuary or the beach or the forest or the drunkenness, but I assure you they were lovely.