May 09, 2008 03:24
lifes been alright. im freaking out about college.
ive realized i am very very interested in traveling. ive decided to have one seperate savings account (once i even get money) for just traveling.
i really want a laptop for graduation. like really really bad.
i miss michelle. we need to grab some food or something.
senior trip was a blast. kinda makes me realize how much more i really miss being my old self..
lets see.. the new me, is fat, boring,lame,and lazy.
i wanna be fun,popular, and cool again. i dont really think i ever was all those things but i had a lot of fun.
graduation is in like 18 days. OMFG thats hard to think about.
my grandma wants me to ask friends if they wanna go out to eat after. ha funny joke grandma... WHAT FRIENDS?!?!?!?
i realize im not a good writer. i use to be pretty good i thought. at like explaining myself and getting my thoughts across just as i wanted them.
i used to be so much more than i am now.
ive decided,
a new school a new me. really this time. i'll probably never be the girl i used to be ( which is a shame cause i really likes her, and my friends seemed to favor her a lot more than the current me.) but im gonna be ME, without the lazyness. i can be whoever i want to be at this point. and i think i know exactly who i want to be now.
I WANT TO TRAVEL.
if anyone wants to travel somewhere, anywhere call me up im so down.
well gotta go keep myself busy with to do lists and empty promises to myself.
<3 peace out bitches.