yeah..
SO
i moved out, live with ashley and erica, and its pimp as fuck. im slacking horribly in my only 2 classes. fucking pathetic. i smoke cigarettes. i work at cowboys dancehall in SA. its ok i make some good ass tips one night and none the next. but i need another job to pay the bills and my fat ass ticket. me and david broke up like a month and a half ago.
im happy with life right now.
im talking to this guy jeremy kinda, he's a sweety, and someone i love to be around because he makes me feel like the most important person in the world. the downfall.. My dad and max would love him. :|
my mom lives on the ranch and has a shaved head, shes on and off with her drinking, but at the moment its off and she's going to classes. so thats a good sign.
me and michelle drifted. i knew it was going to happen. its sad as fuck to think about.
i miss spencer and the boys so much.
i miss sam i dont get to talk to him much anymore.
The deal with my family and fucked up life.
I dont think about it.
Everything is different, when i do think about it, it brings back the exact same sick feeling i seemed to have in my stomach for the past 5 years.
lisa had beau. he's cute. a little awkward looking.
My life has changed so much from the way it used to be.
Im happy for the most part, a little lonely at night though
luckily we have Taylor and Kevin from the 817 to keep us around a little testostorone. i love those kids :)
Ashely broke my pimpin "t-mobile dash" :( im back to the chipped-paint, nokia, box, tank, phone. coolness
"i cant listen i've only got 2 ears"
"HAYLAY"
"things start off there so terrific, they'll fuck up its scientific"
"i live for the nights i wont rememeber with the friends ill never forget."
I LOVE MY GIRLS
i moved out, live with ashley and erica, and its pimp as fuck. im slacking horribly in my only 2 classes. fucking pathetic. i smoke cigarettes. i work at cowboys dancehall in SA. its ok i make some good ass tips one night and none the next. but i need another job to pay the bills and my fat ass ticket. me and david broke up like a month and a half ago.
im happy with life right now.
im talking to this guy jeremy kinda, he's a sweety, and someone i love to be around because he makes me feel like the most important person in the world. the downfall.. My dad and max would love him. :|
my mom lives on the ranch and has a shaved head, shes on and off with her drinking, but at the moment its off and she's going to classes. so thats a good sign.
me and michelle drifted. i knew it was going to happen. its sad as fuck to think about.
i miss spencer and the boys so much.
i miss sam i dont get to talk to him much anymore.
The deal with my family and fucked up life.
I dont think about it.
Everything is different, when i do think about it, it brings back the exact same sick feeling i seemed to have in my stomach for the past 5 years.
lisa had beau. he's cute. a little awkward looking.
My life has changed so much from the way it used to be.
Im happy for the most part, a little lonely at night though
luckily we have Taylor and Kevin from the 817 to keep us around a little testostorone. i love those kids :)
Ashely broke my pimpin "t-mobile dash" :( im back to the chipped-paint, nokia, box, tank, phone. coolness
"i cant listen i've only got 2 ears"
"HAYLAY"
"things start off there so terrific, they'll fuck up its scientific"
"i live for the nights i wont rememeber with the friends ill never forget."
I LOVE MY GIRLS