I always fall for the type ( Read more... )

7. Sometime Perfection Can Be Perfect Hell

Perfection,
Perfect look,
Perfect poise,
Perfect grace,
Perfect grades.
That's all you expect;
All you want me to be.
Never do you want me to be me.
I'm so sick of the stupid lies and alibis.
Of telling you I was studying,
then writing about my night out partying.
I want to scream at you,
tell you what I really do,
When ( Read more... )

5. "Happy" New Year

Walking up to her room one New Years Eve. Terror making her body tremble. Her life made so much sense just a day before and now she's more lost and hopeless than she's ever been. New Years is supposed to be a time of happiness, of hope. She keeps wondering what went wrong. She sits down on her bed, her eyes wet with tears that ( Read more... )

3. Have You Seen Yourself? (Cuz I Have)

I’ve seen you
day in. day out.
You used to be my rock,
my go to best friend.
Now I hate what you’ve become
I know you would too
if you still had a heart.
Its more “who you’ve been
hates who you are,”
than “who you are
hates who you’ve been.”
It’s gotten past the point
where I still wish I could help you.
I ( Read more... )

From newest to oldest.

1. If Only

If only.
Two words.
My entire life.
If only I were prettier.
If only I were smarter.
If only I was better.
I hate those words.
They make me think of all that could be,
but never will.
They make me wish,
on falling stars,
for things that can't come true.
I wish I could be good enough.
For you.
For me.
For everyone.
If only.
Words that ( Read more... )

I have an old one that's mostly for fanfics (call me crazy. I am), this is one to just use as a journal. Very few will probably know about it, but that's alright. So yeah, I'm Ally! Nice to meet you all :)