my neck is broken

[lonelymoment]

well.
not realy.
but i wish it was.
i feel emptiness.
i feel subtle nuances within a voice that say nothing but everything at the same time.
i feel.

not love.
but.
the lack there of.
i am doomed to be the person to call when i miss you and yet never actually act and bridge that gap.
thats who i am.
the one to eternally miss.

i want to be found.
i want to be happy.
i want to be fucking exposed again.

and yet.
i am alone.
and closed.
like a wall.
the great barrier reef between emotion and expression.

that is.
it.