Only Mine.
Title: Only Mine.
Chapter: One-shot.
Author: lonely_heartz
Fandom: Johnny’s Entertainment.
Pairing: Takida, Jinda.
Genre: Romance, Fluff.
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I don’t own them.
Summary: Takizawa Hideaki like you've never seen before. Takizawa Hideaki's ex, Yamashita Tomohisa, tries his best to get in the way of Takki's relationship with Ueda Tatsuya. Akanishi Jin always has Tatsuya's back covered and finds himself always saving Tacchan from sticky situations. He's the perfect best friend. Takizawa Hideaki tries his best to prove to his lover, Ueda Tatsuya, that he's the only one for him.
Takizawa Hideaki received a text message from his kouhai, Akanishi Jin. It read:
To: Takki (222-2222) 12:00AM
Senpai, I haven’t seen you in a while!
It’d be nice to hang out, don’t you think?
When you get the chance, let’s hang out!
Treat me to some Wagyu beef!
From: Jin (111-1111)
Instead of texting Jin back, Takki ended up just calling Jin.
“Oi, Jin! I have time now, so if you have time, we could hang out now. Where are you?”
“Ah, senpai! I’m glad you called! I just finished filming our Rescue MV. So, I don’t think that now’s a good time.” Jin said apologetically.
“Why isn’t it a good time?! Oi! You’re the one who said you wanted to hang out so let’s just hang out!” Takki replied impatiently.
“Jin, who are you talking to?” Tatsuya asked gently.
“Jin, you’re with Tatsuya!? Why didn’t you tell me? Come, let the three of us hang out together!” Takki said upon hearing Ueda’s voice in the background.
“Oh, yeah. But… well, he needs his beauty sleep so I think I should take him home first and then, meet with you after.” Jin replied.
“Or you could get me first and then, we could drop him off at his house together!”
“As usual, senpai is senpai. I see that you haven’t changed! Still pushing us around! Alright, fine. I’ll come and pick you up first then. It’d take me 15 minutes to get there so just wait for us.”
***
15 minutes later, a red Ferrari Aurea parked right in front of Takizawa. For some reason, seeing Jin and Tatsuya together annoyed the hell out of him. It bothered him to see how the two look so comfortable with one another.
As soon as Tatsuya opened his door, Takizawa grabbed him and pulled him out into a deep kiss -- all the while, staring Jin straight in the eye, as if to say ‘Mine’.
For the most part, it was really awkward for Jin.
“Senpai, get in. Where should we go?” Jin asked, nonchalantly.
“Club Harlem! Where else?” Takizawa said in excitement. In return, Jin felt pleased as well, since it’s his favourite club.
Takizawa was about to get inside Jin’s car when Tatsuya pulled his hand away from Takki’s grip.
“I don’t think that I should go with you. I kind of want to train my body instead, since I haven’t been able to do so, all day.” Tatsuya said gently.
“All right. I don’t like other people grinding up against you and groping you anyway. Sure, stay. I like you all sweaty when I get home.” Takki winked at his lover.
Ueda merely nodded as he ushered them away, “I’m not sure if I’d still be awake by the time you get home.”
“It’s all good. I’ll try my best not to wake you up. Good night. Rest well.” Takki said and kissed Tatsuya on the forehead. He continued, “I’ll see you in the morning then.”
Again, Ueda nodded.
***
Inside the vehicle, Jin confronted his senpai as he drove towards Club Harlem; Tokyo‘s biggest hiphop club where all popular DJ‘s gather.
“Senpai, don’t you think this is too sudden?”
“I don’t understand what you’re talking about.”
“Your relationship with Tatsuya. It’s too sudden! I mean, you just recently broke up with Yamapi and now, you’re with Tatsuya.”
“Pi and I are over and that’s that. Tatsuya is the most important person in my life right now, so I don’t care if it’s sudden.”
“Well, I know you don’t. But I’m not talking about you. I’m talking about Tatsuya. What if he cares that it’s sudden? Have you ever thought about him feeling like a mere rebound?”
“Why? Did he say something to you? Did he say that he felt that way?”
“Well, no…but --”
“Jin, I know what I’m doing. I’ve done everything I can, to make him feel that I love him.”
“Senpai, it’s not always about actions -- sometimes it’s also good to express it in words.” Jin smiled at his friend.
Takizawa became speechless because he knew that Jin had a point. He knew that Jin was right.
***
At Club Harlem, both Jin and Takizawa were spotted by Tomohisa.
“Jin! Takki! How come you guys are here!? I was here with Kusano but it seems that he ditched me.” Tomohisa said and acted as if it’s not a big deal that he’s currently faced with his ex.
“Who else did you come here with?” Jin asked Pi.
“Yuu, Toma and Ryo-chan. I don’t even know where the hell they are right now.” Pi smiled.
“Good. Now, we can party! Senpai, just order what ever drinks you like and I’ll treat you this time! I‘ll just talk to some people I know over there.” Jin shouted over the loud noise of the club.
Of course, this led to the isolation of Takki and Tomohisa in each other’s presence. Slowly, Tomohisa leaned closer to Takki to say something in his ear.
“Senpai. Would you like to get out of here and talk?”
Takki grabbed Tomohisa gently by the shoulders and pushed him away a little, “I’m sorry, Pi. But we have nothing more to talk about. What happened between us should remain in the past because it’s already done and over with. Just enjoy the music, eh. I’ll see you around.”
Takki started to walk away when Tomohisa grabbed a hold of him and started to grind against him, along with the music.
Whatever it was that Tomohisa’s doing to Takki, it was obviously working -- since Tomohisa felt Takki’s hardness as he grinded them closer together.
Takki knew it was wrong. He knew it was bad idea. He knew he had to get away, here and now. But his body won’t obey what his heart tells him. The pair were both in so much heat and he tries to resist it -- but to utter failure.
As soon as Jin saw the pair, he started to hurry towards them. It was when the music stopped.
“Senpai!” Jin said, out of breath; he pointed towards the direction of the bar. There stood his lover, Ueda Tatsuya.
Ultimately, guilt washed over Takki. He felt so embarrassed and guilty that he quickly hurried towards the direction of Tatsuya to start explaining. FAST.
In the process, Takki ended up pushing Tomohisa aside and gave him a look of annoyance. Then, he proceeded.
Jin was left to handle Tomohisa now.
“It’s not like he didn’t like it! At least, his body was being honest! How is it my fault!? God, this is too frustrating! I’m out of here!” Tomohisa replied in fury.
“Pi, I know you’re my friend. But Tatsuya is my friend too. Don’t you think you need to apologize to him?”
“I don’t need to apologize to a boyfriend stealer! F*ck you, Jin!” Tomohisa said and bolted out of there as quickly as he could.
“He didn’t steal Takki from you!” Jin shouted as loud as he could to be heard by the fast refraining Tomohisa.
***
On the other side of the club, Tatsuya saw everything. He had arrived only minutes after Takki’s arrival there. Sure, he told his boyfriend that he didn’t feel like heading to the club and that he’d rather stay home and train his body. However, as soon as Jin and Takki left him at the house, Tatsuya called his most respected senpai, Tsubasa Imai, to greet him a happy birthday.
“Moshi moshi. Ah, senpai. I know it’s late now but I just finished work and remembered that your birthday is today. Happy Birthday, Tsubasa-senpai!”
“Ah, thank you, Tatsuya. As usual, you’re so sweet and kind to remember. Even that Takki forgot to wish me. Anyways, I’m not really celebrating my birthday but I’m meeting up with some friends over at Harlem. Won’t you come with me and witness senpai turn a year older?” Tsubasa chuckled.
In return, Tsubasa invited his cute kouhai to Club Harlem, where most JE guys frequent. As a result, Tatsuya’s at Club Harlem now to witness the flirtations that were exchanged between his boyfriend and his boyfriend’s ex.
Apparently, it’s taking Takki longer than expected to reach Tatsuya’s spot since there’s suddenly an influx of people dancing in the middle as the music started. Hence, there’s so much traffic and it’s the only thing that separates Takki from Tatsuya.
On the other hand, Tsubasa handed Tatsuya a glass of vodka.
“Try it! It’s really good.” Tsubasa winked.
“Ah, but senpai, I don’t drink alcohol. It‘s bad for my health.” Tatsuya smiled.
“How many times are you going to reject my offers, Tatsuya?! Come on, stop being such a goody-two-shoes all the time and start drinking! It’s good to let loose once in a while!” Tsubasa whispered in Tatsuya’s ear and it tickled.
It caused Tatsuya to make an aroused sort of facial expression which caught Takki’s attention. Now, he’s really angry!
Takki bolted straight towards them and grabbed Tatsuya as fast as he could and pulled him away from Tsubasa.
“Imai! Stop licking my boyfriend, you bastard!” Takki said in frustration. He turned around -- to Tatsuya, “I thought you’d rather stay home? What brings you here? With him?”
“It’s Tsubasa-senpai’s birthday! How could you forget?” Tatsuya felt embarrassed for Takki so he turned to face Tsubasa and said, “Tsubasa-senpai, I apologize for his rudeness.”
“I told you to call me, Imai, Tatsuya! How many times do I have to tell you? Anyways, if you give me a kiss, maybe I’d consider forgiving Hideaki.” Tsubasa smirked.
“Not before I punch you square in the face!” Takki said as he grabbed Tsubasa by the collar.
“Takki, stop it! He was obviously joking!” Tatsuya said as he tried to pull his boyfriend away and prevent him from causing a scene. Takki only let go of Tsubasa because Tatsuya obviously seemed annoyed with him already. No need to add oil to the fire.
“Tsubasa-senpai. I apologize but I think I’ll just go home. I don’t feel well and I don’t want to cause you trouble on your birthday so I’ll take my leave first. Happy Birthday, Tsubasa-senpai!” Tatsuya bowed respectfully.
“I’d understand… only if you’d let me do this.” Tsubasa said and took the chance to steal a friendly kiss on Tatsuya’s cheek at the opportune moment.
Tsubasa ran away from Takki’s death glare which would’ve definitely bore holes into his mortal body. Takki was about to run after that prick, Tsubasa, but Tatsuya held him back. He was about to say something to Tatsuya when Tatsuya started to walk away towards the exit.
On their way home, no one uttered a single word and the silence took over. Takki wanted to hold his boyfriend’s hand but he knew that he couldn’t. NOT YET anyway. Takki felt the urge to kiss Tatsuya, but again, he can’t. Not yet.
“Keep your eyes on the road, Takizawa.” Tatsuya said as he caught Takki stealing glances at him.
***
Once they reached their home, Tatsuya quickly got out of the car and inside the house. He wanted nothing more but to change to his sleeping outfit and go to sleep. He was dead tired than anything.
Of course, Takki had no other choice but to quickly follow suit.
‘Is this a silent-treatment?’ Takki wondered.
“He-hey.” Takki stammered and this caused Tatsuya to stop dead in his tracks. Tatsuya merely gave him a look that said we’ll-talk-tomorrow-I-want-to-sleep.
However, to Tatsuya’s annoyance, Takki didn’t get the hint and merely continued.
“About what you saw earlier, it didn’t mean anything.”
“Takizawa, you don’t have to explain anything. I understand that he’s your ex and that you think that I might misunderstand but I don’t. So what if you were grinding with Tomohisa? So what if you were too into it? I don’t care. I take what I saw for what it is. And it was merely grinding. Seriously, I’m not some sort of insecure schoolgirl; you really need not explain any further. Now, if you don’t mind, I’m going to bed.”
“Ah, so that’s what it is. That’s how your mind works. No wonder it wasn’t a big deal for you to be kissed by just anyone!”
“First of all, Tsubasa-senpai ISN’T just anyone! Second, it’s just a kiss! What’s the big deal?!” Tatsuya said in frustration. He just wanted to sleep.
“You might not care but I care! It pisses the sh*t out of me when there’s a lot of guys lurking around you!”
“Don’t be such a hypocrite! I’m not the one who was caught grinding with my ex here, alright?! Besides, do you seriously think I like being groped by guys other than you? I don’t even freaking care anymore! I’m going to sleep.”
“Tatsuya, we can’t go to sleep unless we solve this.” Takki pleaded gently.
“There’s nothing to solve, Takizawa. What happened, already happened. It’s done. Besides, it’s not like you had sexual intercourse with Tomohisa! Now, let it go and let’s go to sleep.” Tatsuya smiled as he led his worried boyfriend into their bedroom to sleep.
***
A couple of months have already passed ever since the grinding incident happened. Tatsuya’s moved on but Takki, clearly, hasn’t. Takki still constantly thinks about the grinding incident and how he has to have his guard up all the time to avoid the same incident from happening, twice. Especially from the sex god known as Yamashita Tomohisa.
Today is Tatsuya’s birthday and his parents wanted him to celebrate his birthday at the mansion. Hence, he was obligated to invite the entirety of JE guys.
As expected, there’s tons of exotic foods, expensive alcohol, popular djs and models alike.
From afar, Tatsuya could see that their mansion’s full of people. He’s extremely late for his own party due to an album preparation. He wanted no more than to see his boyfriend. However, at the same time, he didn’t really want to go inside. He didn’t really like huge crowds. He didn’t really like people.
Thus, he entered the mansion through the back and stealthily went straight to his room. He dialled Takki’s number but he’s not picking up. Most likely, Takki’s phone is on silent.
Tatsuya sighed and laid on his comfy bed instead.
‘Ahhh, this feels so good!’ Tatsuya thought. He missed his bed, since this bed is of extremely high-quality.
He took an hour’s worth of nap. As soon as he woke up though, he changed his clothing and headed down to where the party’s held. Surprisingly, a lot of people are still there at 3AM.
‘Why don’t they go home?’ He wondered.
Ikuta Toma’s the first to spot him and quickly, he greeted Tatsuya a Happy Birthday. Toma started to ask him all sorts of questions. Sure, he’s glad to answer such friendly greetings. However, more than anything, he just wanted to be with his boyfriend, especially after a day’s worth of hard work.
After an hour and after being forced to chunk celebratory shots, one after another, Tatsuya Ueda is definitely drunk. Right now, he’s incapable of rational thoughts. Hence, when (out of nowhere) a hand led him away from the rest of the people, he didn’t do anything but follow the direction where the hand led him.
In some random room of Tatsuya’s mansion, Ikuta Toma started to grope him. Tatsuya wanted to swat away the hands that groped him. However, due to too much alcohol he’d consumed, he felt nothing but wantonness.
Tatsuya felt so vulnerable. When he felt Toma unbuckle his belt and unbutton his pants, he wanted nothing more than to scream. But as it were, his throat felt hoarse and to his utter shock, no sound would come out. Instead, he started to wriggle about and away from Toma‘s pervasive hands.
“Why don’t you just give in and let me give you some pleasure, princess? Ah, did you know? Everyone in the agency calls you a princess. Everyone knows how wanton you become. As for me, I just wanted to see for myself how it’s really like to do it with you, rather than listen to hearsay.”
Of course, Tatsuya merely grunted as he’s incapable of emitting any other sounds.
‘Takki, help me. Takki, help me!!!’ Tatsuya thought.
“What?! Don’t cry, princess. It’s not like I’ll rape you. I’ll just do some oral on you. Consider me nice.” Toma said sinisterly; intoxicated.
“OR NOT!” Jin yelled and immediately punched the lights out of Toma.
Jin carried Tatsuya out of that room. Although dishevelled, Tatsuya still managed to clutch onto Jin tighter to express how grateful he is.
Jin smiled, “It’s all good. Don’t worry about it. I’m already used to saving your ass all the time.”
Jin opened the door that’s farthest away from where the incident had happened. Jin turned the lights on and then, walked towards where the bed is -- only to be shocked to find Takki (who’s awakened by the sudden light) with Tomohisa (who continued to sleep like the dead); both naked.
He was about to take Tatsuya away before his friend witnesses such a shocking scene when Tatsuya nudged him hard on the stomach with his elbow. This caused Jin to almost drop Tatsuya!
“Tacchan, don’t do that again! The last thing I’d want to do is to drop you!” Jin said worriedly.
Okay, now, that totally woke Takki up.
“Tatsuya?! Tatsuya, why the f*ck are you half-naked?” Takki’s beside them in no time. Suddenly, a gust of wind circulated around the room which caused Takki to shiver from the cold. That’s when realization hit him. He, Takizawa Hideaki, was naked.
‘Now, why the f*ck am I naked?’ Takki thought. Then, he quickly looked around the room and noticed that there’s a figure that laid on the bed -- right beside where he was, only moments ago.
He realized that it was Tomohisa. Again. WTF?!
“The f*ck, Takki?! F*cking jerk! You bastard!” Jin said in cold. He carefully placed the silent Tatsuya on the nearest couch and went back to Takki to give him the hardest blow that he could muster.
It’s bad for Takki since Jin hit him so hard that it felt as though his jaw got dislocated. Of course, Takki didn’t hit back. He doesn’t have the right to.
“He’s my friend Takizawa! You don’t mess with KAT-TUN! F*cking cheating lowlife!” Jin kicked him in the stomach one last time and went back to the sofa to pick Tacchan up and left the room.
***
Later that night/morning, in Jin’s house.
“I seriously don’t know how you manage to always get into these sorts of trouble. I truly don’t understand how. I seriously don’t. Anyways, take a shower. You reek of alcohol. I’ll lend you some clothes and then, go to sleep. We have work tomorrow.”
Tatsuya merely nodded. He didn’t have any more tears left in him. Tatsuya’s been hurt in his life so many times that he’s numb to emotional pain. He doesn’t even have a single droplet of tear left to spare anymore. That’s how drained and numb he is.
Before Jin went back into his room to sleep, Tatsuya grabbed a hold of his shirt and said, “Thank you. You’re truly the only one I have now.”
Jin smiled, “I know. That’s why you owe me a lot. Now, go take your shower and go to sleep.”
Again, Tatsuya nodded.
***
Later that day, a dishevelled looking Takki searched all over the jimusho for Tatsuya, since it seems that Tatsuya’s been doing a good job of avoiding him.
Finally, when Takki caught sight of Tatsuya trying to escape his wide array of vision once again, Takki quickly ran after Tatsuya.
Takki grabbed him and held him in a death grip. Then, he dragged Tatsuya to the nearest and most isolated empty room and locked the room behind him. Takki took out a handcuff and cuffed Tatsuya to a pole.
“I’m sorry but it’s the only way I could think of -- I can’t risk you running away before I have the chance to explain myself. So, please listen to me.”
“What makes you think that I will?”
“You see this knife here, Tatsuya? I will cut my vitals if you don’t listen to me and since you’re cuffed here, you can’t go run and ask for help, can you? Which will make it impossible for me to survive. So, please listen to what I have to say or I’ll have no choice.” Takki said and continued, “Jin told me what happened. I’m sorry that I wasn’t there for you when you were drunkenly attacked by Toma. I already beat him into a pulp, so, he won’t even dare to think of laying his filthy hands on you again. Yamapi, that f*cker tricked me again! Nothing happened between the two of us! He told me that he just wanted to play a birthday prank on you so he undressed me and himself to make it look like something happened. But truly, I swear on my life and my mother’s life, that nothing happened. If something did, I wouldn’t even dare show my face to you. If something happened, I’d just kill myself to save myself the shame of having to face you. Nothing happened, you hear?!”
“It sounds like too much trouble to be just a mere prank though.” Tatsuya silently said.
“But Tomohisa has a lot of time in his hands so he thinks of the most elaborate and the most retarded pranks that a human being could ever dream to think of. Oh and I also beat him into a bloody pulp for causing you to cry again, if that makes you happy. I let him off the first time because you stopped me from hurting him but this time around, I really hit him -- enough, that his nose got dislocated.”
“I don’t even care about Tomohisa. I just care about the fact that you let yourself be tricked by him again! Like, how dense are you!?”
“I’m sorry! I won’t even indulge on alcohol anymore! Ever again in my life! I just drank a lot because it was your birthday and so I just felt that--”
“That’s the most idiotic thing I’ve ever heard.” Tatsuya said.
“Well, this idiot is madly in love with you. This idiot is head over heels for you and if you decide to break up with this idiot, he will surely die.”
“Being poetic doesn’t work for you. That was lame.” Tatsuya smiled and he continued, “Oh and just so you know, I didn’t cry.”
“What?! Seriously, you’re a sadist, aren’t you?! You always have fun on making me run around after you.”
“You could say that. Besides, I never claimed to be anything but a sadist.”
“I love you anyway, so it doesn’t matter that you’re a sadist. Oh, I told Jin to back off a bit because his close relationship with you makes me think that there’s something beyond what’s on the surface.”
“Don’t even go there, Takizawa! Jin’s the only one I have. He’s the most loyal and the most trustworthy friend. You should just be thankful that he’s always there to save me.”
“Of course, I’m thankful! Oh god, am I ever! I’m thankful! But just make sure that you guys remain as JUST friends and nothing more because if it goes beyond that, I’ll definitely beat him to a bloody pulp!”
“Stop beating people to a bloody pulp! Geez, you’re so violent!”
“Only when it concerns you! Besides, it’s the only way to let men know when to back off and that they should back off -- it’s the only way to get the message across. Y’know!? The message that YOU. ARE. MINE.”
“What if I were to have an amnesia and disappear from your sight forever?”
“If that were to happen, I’d definitely hunt you down and f*ck you stupid until you remember every single thing about me.”
“Okay. You’re forgiven. I guess, you do love me. But I’m telling you now, one more misunderstanding and I’m so out of this relationship, you hear?!”
“I won’t let that happen, I swear! I’ll get a restraining order against Yamapi since that bastard’s always tricking me. I promise you, he won’t dare come close to me again! I‘ll kill him if he becomes the reason that you break-up with me.” Takki kissed Tatsuya’s forehead tenderly.
Tatsuya laughed and nodded.
“Tatsuya, you look extremely arousing right now. Since you’re already like that and I’m already like this, we should just help ourselves here and now. The door is locked after all.”
Tatsuya nodded, handcuffed.
Takki started to unbutton Tatsuya’s clothes and marked the entirety of Tatsuya’s body with hickeys. Lovingly, passionately, and affectionately -- they perform mind-blowing s*x.
“Tatsuya, I love you. I love you too much that it hurts to even see you being friendly with Jin.”
“But Jin’s my friend!”
“I know. But that’s why my love for you is scary.”
“It doesn’t scare me.” Tatsuya said.
“That’s what I like about you. You’re so easy-going with everything! I love you so much! I’ll give you all I have. ALL OF ME belongs only to you. I f*cking love you.”
“I love you just as much, Takizawa.”
***
“Oi! Tomohisa, apparently, you now have a restraining order so don’t even come close to Takki or you’ll really get in trouble with the authorities this time around!” Jin laughed and Tomohisa merely pouted. Jin continued, “It’s called karma! That’s what you get for being too much of a pest!”
-End.
A/N:
1.) Ferrari Aurea -- http://www.supercars.dk/Ferrari-aurea.aspx
2.) Ueda Tatsuya's sample mansion: http://k43.pbase.com/o5/68/542668/1/69663072.Fyp7GENf.Spelling.jpg and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Et1vuhj1po
3.) Takki with Yamapi, Koyama and Nakamaru on SC (en sub):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lAzS36K1Wi0 His 'Ai Kakume' is a good tune! ^^