Jun 05, 2004 12:01
You know when I first talked to Lauren; we talked for about five hours. Around 10: 30 I said:
“You know I would like to give it a second try…” thinking that maybe that I could have a shot again with her, she said:
”I have been thinking about that, but I would like to get to know you a little more…you know hang out some.” I was filled with so much hope it was unbelievable. So I would talk to her every day, and I would see her after school to talk to her and give her a hug…so all was cool. But then one day I was talking to her she said she didn’t want love anymore, now why would she lead me on like that? I don’t get it, why couldn’t she just have told me when we first have talked; maybe I would have been spared to hurt feelings. Or maybe she does want love but she doesn’t ant to admit it like she is in denial…I dunno can so one out there help describe it to me, I’m so confused…please.
Matthew