Fool's Errant

Jul 26, 2013 11:00

*inhales deeply*

FIVE CHAPTERS IN, FIVE FUCKING CHAPTERS IN AND I'M ALREADY LIKE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU!
LIKE I'M SO ANGRY I CAN'T, I HATE THEM!!!! WHY YOU LITTLE FUCKERS?! ADSGFHJAGFH GEEEEEEZ ASJHDFJAFSBASFBNAS
*gross sobbing*

I knew tom would have to ask the question (just...because circumstances and stuff), I've been wondering when he'd do it (slow as ever, dude!)
and then he asks it and then I wait for the answer (EVASIVE LITTLE SHIT, I LOVE YOU) and I am like
HAHAHAHA HE SHOULD SAY ******* BECAUSE HE LOVES HIM, ACTUALLY I THINK HE WOULD SAY IT HAHAHAHA

A-AND THEN THE LITTLE FUCKER ACTUALLY DOES SAY IT AND I'M LIKE HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLY SHIT NO YES NOOOO YESSSSSSSSS~
OMG I KNEW HE WOULD SAY IT OMFG I CANNOT HOLD MY FEELINGS!
BUT THE THING IS EVERYTHING IS JUST PLAYED AS A JOKE AND TOM IS LIKE HAHAHA OH U~ AND GOES TO SLEEP AND I'M LIKE
SHIT MAN HE MEANS IT!!! FUCK IT~
I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE LET OUT A WEIRD SOUND OF A MIXTURE OF PLEASURE AND UTTER PAIN
ARGH ALL THE FEELS BECAUSE OMG WHY DO YOU TORTURE YOURSELF SO MUCH?! *SOBBING*
THIS OTP WILL NEVER BE ;A;

DO I HAVE TO ENDURE THAT FOR 3 BOOKS?! HOW COULD I?! HOW COULD I NOT?

this is gonna be so fucking sappy and shit and I don't care *_*
urgh, that reunion scene ;A; was the happiest/saddest shit ever

OH AND THAT PREDICTION FROM THE HEDGE-WITCH?
YEAH SHE PROBALY MEANS HER, HIGHLY PROBABLE AND IT'S GONNA TURN OUT TO BE TRUE SOMEHOW SO WHATEVER
BUT JUST THINK ABOUT THE PHRASING AND THEN THINK HARD ABOUT WHOM ELSE THIS COULD BE APPLIED TO....
I DON'T CARE HOW DELUSIVE THIS IS, I WANT TO BELIEVE IT
BECAUSE GUESS WHO RETURNED AFTER THAT PROPHESY? WHO RETURNED RIGHT AWAY?!
LET ME BELIEVE THAT TOM JUST HASN'T REALIZED WHO HIS REAL TRUE LOVE ACTUALLY IS
HE PROBABLY NEVER WILL
*picks up pieces of her heart*

I can't with all the ambiguous phrases
especially after the liveship trilogy I'm so tuned into reading between the lines
though it's most often more IN YA FACE than subtle anyways xD!
and I always find that smug grin on my face because you as the reader are involved in the TRUE meaning while the addressee always just takes the utterances at face value and you're sitting there being all "OH YOU NAIVE, DUMB, UNKNOWING, POOR LITTLE FELLOW - IF ONLY YOU'D UNDERSTAND"
or even worse if someone says something and doesn't know just how right s/he is with that (*cough* paragon *cough*)
and the meaning just STABS YOU IN THE HEART und PUTS A SHIVER DOWN YOUR SPINE

ahem, so yeah....just...venting some OTP pain I guess...
ehehehe....

bye~

books, rant, tawny man trilogy

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