Mar 24, 2010 17:44
Wellll, life is okay. Slowly catching up on homework. So far I've managed to get an A/A+ on everything I have half assed so I really can't complain. It's just a lot more stressful dealing with all of this now that I am all depressed and shit.
I declined the newspaper job I was offered. I really don't care about the experience anymore. It's way too stressful for $5.00 an hour or less. I want to keep my focus on school still. I will just work my ass off this summer.
I told Kailie that I am trans and she is perfectly fine with it. I also asked her whether or not she likes me, and she said she does. She just isn't sure whether or not she is ready for a relationship. I was honest and told her I don't think I'm ready for one either. I'm really not. But I do like this girl a lot. We'll see if we have the same sort of chemistry in person when I go to her Bonfire in April.
My last month of school is coming up oh god. I am either doing all of my major assignments or I will be doing them in the next couple of weeks. Despite progressing further in school I am knowing less and less of what I want to do for a living. I don't think anyone really knows, but it would be nice to have some sort of idea. Gosh.
I really hope I get a good job this summer/My mom sells my car. I really need cash.
I have 15 dollars. This needs to last me for the next 2 months. I will be skipping Visa Payments. Living on the edge, man.
money,
school,
love