as much as i realized that life isnt like some cheap movie or book. no interesting person or situation will give me a wide enough oppertunity to better myself. i still wait for such a thing or person to happen. i do know that i cant think about such things.
i feel confused and anxious all the time. its like that every day
sometimes i feel like a shitty person, and i always try to redeem myself. things always seem to happen thought and i just dig an even deeper hole though
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