theres a pill and i have to take it?

[logey]

as much as i realized that life isnt like some cheap movie or book. no interesting person or situation will give me a wide enough oppertunity to better myself. i still wait for such a thing or person to happen. i do know that i cant think about such things.

i feel confused and anxious all the time. its like that every day

wheres MY pick-me-up....title?