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Updating. Life is at a low. Still feeling meh a majority of time, due to my current Job and RM fail situation, my Mom being hella fucked up health-wise, and through it all, zero emotional support. (why would I ever think to even mention "emotional support" lol, I have not had such since 2004) One nice turn of events is I think my long-time friend and occasional artistic benefactor Rob, has made mention he will probably be giving me a financial assist in IG Ads for my photo business. When I went to see what works for an IG AD...... I got massively overwhelmed. Video is in now. Has been for a while. I am not just late to that party, I never got the invite. One good thing is I am extremely comfortable on video of myself. One bad thing is I have zero clue what would resonate with a potential client to engage their attention. No one relates to me and never has. (well, Henry did) I researched ~the videos should be 7 seconds long. How do I make a story with 7 seconds, even if I had one to tell? So even tho I now have the $ opportunity, I'm still just a slug, blinking in the harsh daylight. So much learning and doing.... I dont know where to start. My migraines have passed for now. They come in 2 week blocks. Last time it was a 3 week block. Then a couple weeks normal. My beach shoot is this coming sat. Models all seem ready to roll. P is likely going to sit this one out, even tho he could come. His Moms funeral is 3 days after the shoot. At least I get to go to it, they almost chose a date when I ACTUALLY have a job. Additional updates = Ren Fair WAS a lot of fun, I went with Jordan, a friend from college a billion yrs ago. A few weeks ago, had an amazing night at another Das Bunker, tailor-made for us Perv kid that Bruce put on, not crap-fest Rev John. (house of the macabre) Upcoming cool goth club night will be at the SkyBar of all places.. June 24th (a tuesday lol) Very interesting idea. June 1st Beach Scout was fun but cold and windy. We searched and found a cool cave, but didn't get much sit time. And RGC is deferred for later