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So not in the mood today to get my things done. My birthday wed night went very well.... it was a lot of fun. I also had drinks that night, after like 3 months sober. I was lucky enough to not get a migraine the next day & week, like I did last time. I still was so lethargic and crapped out I was in bed all day watching TV. I'm really just SO SO SO over the next day shit-show. Thats why I stopped playing with drugs YEARS ago. The crap was not worth the fun. Now drinking is the same thing. :( Which blows because drinking is a lot of fun. I only drink 2 shots (Stoli vodka) in the span of four hours. (an hour between drinks) I have enough water. I eat after the club, I have the advil before bed. I responsibly drink, and still the next day is a shit-show. I want to say its unfar lol. I do notice a clear change in my thinking even after this one drinking night. This last week I have been unmotivated, and more cynical. And who needs that either. Moving on. My bday in the Cemetery was fun as well. The weather was flawless and I even played music in the tomb. Then I got locked in the tomb. I called out to front desk and someone let me out. That was directly after my Mom (via phone call) told me "dont get locked in the cemetery" I was like that could never happen. So she had a good laugh at me when I texted her a pic of the tomb gate padlocked. Went to Das Bunker May 4th. I had a bad time. First of all, P directly went to the bar and shot three beers in a row (after the 2 shot drink I gave him) so he was BLASTED all night, I was sober. Mostly tho- the music was crap. I don't know what the hell happened to DB but the last few times its been not great, and that night it was downright embarrassing. The DS DJs were garbage (with the exception of the Noize room) And they were playing Noize half the night in the US Main room. That room is for old-school Industrial or are they not aware. Thats the reason I go to DB. They had one hour of that at the beginning of the night, which I didn't get to dance to. Anyway. LJ bitch fest today. I'm also PMSing I think. Have to go do my Walk now. Not in the mood for anything. I'm looking forward to the TR/ST concert thursday with P. He was nice and got me the tickets for my birthday.