extreme frustration, extremely long entry

[lizix]

i have my own list of priorities that nobody else understands except for me. i don't expect anybody else to understand, of course, but i think people should allow me a small margin of respect for my decisions.

this weekend has really made me upset, between all the things i've been running around to do. most of it revolves around saturday and today.

Comments

[smuponies09]

two words: stun gun

you'll get through this..and if you have to take a few people down to get there, i'll provide the ammo

[heathbar]

hey, it was my fault she thought you were going to an fnhs party. for whatever reason, i thought it was- i guess you didn't tell me, but someone else did. i'll definitely tell her i was wrong if you haven't already, because i know it makes a difference

[lizix]

eh, no matter. i was just so upset because everyone was mad at me, for something i felt like i couldn't really do much about. and i know you have to know what i'm feeling too.. you also do a million things! so it's not always easy to get this person to understand you have rehearsal or that person to understand you have orals or just a bunch of other crap, they just write us off as "those ib kids"... but anyway, thanks for understanding. i mean, it's perfectly understandable why people would feel that i was letting everyone down, there's just not a whole lot of room for me to budge :/

be like me Liz

[nashanna]

cuss everyone out...and quit stuff...and then lounge around eating tacos all day long....fuck yeah!

[sexypinkpanties]

we all know french is going to hell, so i'm glad you try your best anyway even though some people don't believe so. i believe in you, liz! if it makes anyone feel any better, maybe you can yell at people in french during soccer games, and then during fnhs activities you can dribble a soccer ball. only a few more months :)

[prism_of_light]

dude i really understand when it comes to the parents. my parents really don't think anything outside of school is of any importance, and this year i'm really involved in this constitutional debate competition thing (i'm president, i'm sure you relate) - they are soo against me going to teammate's houses to practice etc. it's unfortunate stress but eventually i get my way.

the beautiful thing is that SOON ( 6 months ) you will be saying "fuck you" to everyone and going on to live a nice life. ah sweet columbia.