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The building work is causing me much grief at the moment and I had to wait all day for the electrician to come in-thankfully the lights issue was minor and didn't cost much at all so I'm grateful for that. Myf had her parent teacher night tonight-her teacher Mr Spanwick is very nice (and quite yum but then I am single and a mum so sue me), clearly knows Myf very well and had many good things to say as well as a couple of points where Myf needs practice to help build her confidence up.
I did get some papering done in Myf's room (the area around her radiator) and although the paper was ripping too readily, it went on ok and I didn't think any more of it-until I went downstairs to locate paint and discovered a roll of lining paper. The roll I was supposed to use. The roll that was actually wallpaper and not the roll of drawing paper Myf had in her room......it looks ok so I'll try painting it tomorrow DAMMIT. Said it before-October has way too many harsh lessons for me and I'm not sure I can cope until Samhain. I was so worried last night because of the electrics that I woke Myf up before I went to bed so she could come in with me in case there was a fire. Fire has been on my mind a lot during the night while I'm trying to sleep-it's seriously terrifying, part of me seems convinced that a problem with fire is coming. And I'm trying not to obsess because that tends to make things happen but I haven't slept properly for a week. It may be that I've built up such a fearful approach to October that I'm psyching myself out or there is actually something big coming. So I've designed a small tarot spread
1) Current circumstances.
2) What am I worrying about?
3) What should I worry about?
4) What is about to happen?
5) How should I deal with it?
6) What do I need to learn?
I only wanted it to be short and simple but I'm going to try it out tonight and see what it can show me. I'm freaking myself out way too much an I need to regain some focus. If it's useful, I'll post it on the
book_of_tarot lj.
Managed to also get hold of my lovely Vic and have a nice long 90 minute chat-she's just back from her honeymoon! So that's my phone allowance for the month but totally worth it XD
I did get some papering done in Myf's room (the area around her radiator) and although the paper was ripping too readily, it went on ok and I didn't think any more of it-until I went downstairs to locate paint and discovered a roll of lining paper. The roll I was supposed to use. The roll that was actually wallpaper and not the roll of drawing paper Myf had in her room......it looks ok so I'll try painting it tomorrow DAMMIT. Said it before-October has way too many harsh lessons for me and I'm not sure I can cope until Samhain. I was so worried last night because of the electrics that I woke Myf up before I went to bed so she could come in with me in case there was a fire. Fire has been on my mind a lot during the night while I'm trying to sleep-it's seriously terrifying, part of me seems convinced that a problem with fire is coming. And I'm trying not to obsess because that tends to make things happen but I haven't slept properly for a week. It may be that I've built up such a fearful approach to October that I'm psyching myself out or there is actually something big coming. So I've designed a small tarot spread
1) Current circumstances.
2) What am I worrying about?
3) What should I worry about?
4) What is about to happen?
5) How should I deal with it?
6) What do I need to learn?
I only wanted it to be short and simple but I'm going to try it out tonight and see what it can show me. I'm freaking myself out way too much an I need to regain some focus. If it's useful, I'll post it on the
book_of_tarot lj.
Managed to also get hold of my lovely Vic and have a nice long 90 minute chat-she's just back from her honeymoon! So that's my phone allowance for the month but totally worth it XD