gimme some signs!!!!!

[lixian]

always going round and round in circles - torn between what i think i like and what i think i need to do to get what i want. guess this is partly due to my thinking that when you do something you enjoy, you won't be financially rewarded for it and you have to 'sell your soul' to be financially happy. that is warped thinking of course, i totally admit it. what scares me more about the media and related industries is the lack of life outside of work - also another assumption perhaps due to my experiences.

so to hell with these assumptions and let's jump into the fray...

what i really need, is some divine intervention...