Dec 14, 2005 01:47
Well school is done for a while. I was thinking though, why am I really here?
Why am I at this stupid national school because I dont know what better there is to do?
I dont like my program, Im not going to remember what Im learing. This is all so trivial and I can do SOOO much more. Its not even a challenge. Not to say its easy, but why would I put effort into something I dont care about? Its not horrible of course, Ive just majorly lost sight of why Im here. If im going to quit communications and go exclusively philosophy.. why the motherfucking piece of shit didnt I just go into Art in the first place! If im not in it for a career then what?
oh geez.. this must be a coming of age or something.
Well at least everyone is coming home. And its Christmas. Man I have to get out of this university.. if im capable of accomplising something meaningful then why not just do it instead of talking and talking and talking.
and WHY are there cinnamon buns all over this page! AHH! Better get some sleep