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wow...I like these lyrics...Didn't think a song could be written that could describe what I feel like most of the time...
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Today was...a good day. I feel so much more caught up now. I finished my english essay at school and then we didn't even end up turning it in! And I feel like I did well on the history test...I should hope so cause we'd been covering that information for soo long.
Now I've got more tests to study for.
The rain made me and vanessa sooo happy. It was awesome. It was pouring so hard during volleyball!! I wanted to go play in it.
I'm kinda glad volleyball's almost over. It's been good and really fun, but I'm just about out of energy.
I found more tender spots in my heart. Still don't like thinking about some stuff, and I don't like it. Cause once I start I don't stop for a while, and then it gets me down for some time...and I don't even really mean to.
I had a weird dream last night.
And after some thinking I've come to some realizations...hmm...meh, I probably won't even remember later on.
I gotta go finish some homework before Matt comes over. But I'm liking this good mood...
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Today was...a good day. I feel so much more caught up now. I finished my english essay at school and then we didn't even end up turning it in! And I feel like I did well on the history test...I should hope so cause we'd been covering that information for soo long.
Now I've got more tests to study for.
The rain made me and vanessa sooo happy. It was awesome. It was pouring so hard during volleyball!! I wanted to go play in it.
I'm kinda glad volleyball's almost over. It's been good and really fun, but I'm just about out of energy.
I found more tender spots in my heart. Still don't like thinking about some stuff, and I don't like it. Cause once I start I don't stop for a while, and then it gets me down for some time...and I don't even really mean to.
I had a weird dream last night.
And after some thinking I've come to some realizations...hmm...meh, I probably won't even remember later on.
I gotta go finish some homework before Matt comes over. But I'm liking this good mood...