It's been a less than savory day to say the very least. My body wanted to ignore Aaron's anniversary all together. I fell asleep around 7pm last night and woke up around noon today just long enough to realize that I hadn't eaten anything since breakfast with Colin and that if I didn't eat something soon I was going to be in deep trouble. I managed ( Read more... )

Now that the final waves of depression are receeding I should be able to return to my usual activies. It's strange how much changed in the past year. I don't think saying I went to hell and back is quite it but its the closest I can come up with when I'm not quite tired enough to sleep. This year, like the last, was one of great hardship and ( Read more... )

I hate it when I get that unbearable feeling that I can no longer say anything right to a person. Its all bad phrasing and bad timing...One of these days when I open my mouth and get an electric shock to the head I'll learn to just keep it shut....even a mouse learns to do that....

I feel so much better now than I did earlier today. Watching Indie Sex....of course just feeding into my ever growing curiosity about sex and its effect on us. Gladly I don't have too much of a problem with the lack of it in my own life now. I really am an all or nothing kind of girl and it's really is just fine with me to study it in theory ( Read more... )