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I feel so much better now than I did earlier today. Watching Indie Sex....of course just feeding into my ever growing curiosity about sex and its effect on us. Gladly I don't have too much of a problem with the lack of it in my own life now. I really am an all or nothing kind of girl and it's really is just fine with me to study it in theory without practice. The lack of power play...that will take some getting used to.
Spent some of the day reading up on what I need to learn. Seems like I have a lot to do...which isn't all that surprising really. Talked with all the people I know who have experience with it and they're more than willing to help as well which is nice. I may even have some help finding freelance work later.
I think Mechanolatry has some books on some of the languages I need to get familiar with so I'm going to help myself to a few tonight and scan through a bit, possibly ask to borrow it and study up. Joseph thinks I could learn it very quickly, and as long as the tedium doesn't get to me I should do quite well with it. We both agree is a fifty fifty chance I can deal with it since there are some very tedious things that I enjoy doing or don't mind doing but other things just make me flip out. *shrugs*
Between studying, casual reading, and a couple of planned social visits I'm managing to keep myself increasingly busy. I suppose...the silver lining here is that it freed up my decision making....so that I could step forward...but it probably only pushed me up a few days since I had to decide soon anyway. Either way it feels good to know what I'm doing again so who cares.
I'm still completely on a daytime schedule, I got used to going to sleep around 1...I'm exhausted but I'm still kind of afraid to fall asleep. Books and tv until I can't take it anymore. Blah.
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I'd love to go to the Museum of Sex in New York....if anyone feels like going this summer.
Spent some of the day reading up on what I need to learn. Seems like I have a lot to do...which isn't all that surprising really. Talked with all the people I know who have experience with it and they're more than willing to help as well which is nice. I may even have some help finding freelance work later.
I think Mechanolatry has some books on some of the languages I need to get familiar with so I'm going to help myself to a few tonight and scan through a bit, possibly ask to borrow it and study up. Joseph thinks I could learn it very quickly, and as long as the tedium doesn't get to me I should do quite well with it. We both agree is a fifty fifty chance I can deal with it since there are some very tedious things that I enjoy doing or don't mind doing but other things just make me flip out. *shrugs*
Between studying, casual reading, and a couple of planned social visits I'm managing to keep myself increasingly busy. I suppose...the silver lining here is that it freed up my decision making....so that I could step forward...but it probably only pushed me up a few days since I had to decide soon anyway. Either way it feels good to know what I'm doing again so who cares.
I'm still completely on a daytime schedule, I got used to going to sleep around 1...I'm exhausted but I'm still kind of afraid to fall asleep. Books and tv until I can't take it anymore. Blah.
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I'd love to go to the Museum of Sex in New York....if anyone feels like going this summer.