fluttering heart
Just reconnected with Patrick
That guy...is like my "Mr. Big" from Sex in the City. There is just something about our chemistry that makes things dangerous when we are together---which is precisely why I have avoided seeing him at all costs. I know I'll end up doing something that I will regret.
ANYWAYS, we've been exchanging emails and voicemails during the day, and just hearing his voice or seeing his name on an email makes me feel the butterflies in my tummy and little heart flutters.
I miss him.
I think I will always love him.
Having him reappear in my life right now though, is probably a good thing. It reminds me again of what things I've been looking for---the overall chemistry, and someone who "gets" me, and someone who I "get".
I'd forgotten about the whole "he gets me" thing and how important and amazing that was. Makes me realize that is a major thing lacking with the guy I'm with now.
I'm glad I was reminded of that, as I sit here riding the "should I dump him or give him more time" fence.
OK I better get back to work. I soooo wanna get out of here early, but it doesn't look like that's gonna happen for me today.
That guy...is like my "Mr. Big" from Sex in the City. There is just something about our chemistry that makes things dangerous when we are together---which is precisely why I have avoided seeing him at all costs. I know I'll end up doing something that I will regret.
ANYWAYS, we've been exchanging emails and voicemails during the day, and just hearing his voice or seeing his name on an email makes me feel the butterflies in my tummy and little heart flutters.
I miss him.
I think I will always love him.
Having him reappear in my life right now though, is probably a good thing. It reminds me again of what things I've been looking for---the overall chemistry, and someone who "gets" me, and someone who I "get".
I'd forgotten about the whole "he gets me" thing and how important and amazing that was. Makes me realize that is a major thing lacking with the guy I'm with now.
I'm glad I was reminded of that, as I sit here riding the "should I dump him or give him more time" fence.
OK I better get back to work. I soooo wanna get out of here early, but it doesn't look like that's gonna happen for me today.