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Your Life Path Number is 8
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my hair is gone! i finally got it cut today...after almost two and a half years of growing it out...i went to a place in manchester that cuts for free if you donate to locks of love...so, since my plan was to donate it anyway, i figured a free cut would be nice...but yeah, it's very short...twelve inches is gone! i'm actually surprised at how ( Read more... )

You Have Low Self Esteem 48% of the Time
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i realized something last night ( Read more... )

i'm getting sick...i can't breathe through my nose, my head hurts, i keep coughing...and i have to work tonight. i know this is a pity entry, but i don't care...i don't feel good and i think i deserve some pity.

i think too much...that's my problem...when things are good, i wonder why and all i can think about is when something bad will happen to ruin it...when things are bad, i think about what i did to make it that way. i just think too much...i read into everything way more than i should and i allow little things to bother me...why? what benefit do i ( Read more... )

Why is life so hard to bear ( Read more... )

my mom has been driving me crazy ( Read more... )

Fear
Paranoid, heart-wrenching
Fear
It plagues me
Day and night
Never ending
Fear
That’s all it is
Four letters
One syllable
Fear
Deceptive in its simplicity
Always around
A shadow on the good days
The storm on the bad ones
Fear
I hate it
And I love it
Because the truth is
I can’t live without it.