I feel really lost in the universe right now. There was a time in my life where I thought everything had a purpose and a reason, and now I am just LOST ( Read more... )

What was I thinking when I decided to attend Brandon's apartment and watch the UNC-NCSU game with all those State fans. Worse, we lost. To an unranked team. We're number 3 in the nation and we lost. Now granted this team is on a roll, but it's a hugggge upset. I am so ashamed. So much red, I feel like I'm hemorraging...*hangs tarheel clad head in ( Read more... )

My roommate is up at her fiancee's cleaning his bathroom and making dinner. That's all I really want. Well maybe not the bathroom part, but the dinner. I just want someone to come home to me and we can eat, have some wine, watch a movie or play some video games, maybe see a play (not all on the same night), and then make lots of sweet love. Not to ( Read more... )

The nights are the worst. That's when you're reminded that you are really alone, and you gotta pull yourself up by your bootstraps and make it into another day. So close, but in my heart I knew it wasn't right.

Damn you conflicting feelings! Don't you know logic and happiness when you see it!?!

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