Oct 13, 2006 18:04
It snowed this week and it made me really happy. Everyone else got mad but I thought it was pretty. Whenever it starts getting cold/snowing, I always remember winter two years ago when I would go to Erik's all the time. And this one time that my dad drove me out there after a blizzard just so I could see him! I remember curling up in blankets with him and watching movies all night. I remember he and I always wished I could sleep over. We just wanted to wake up next to each other. Every time we would beg my parents to let me. I think he even tried to talk my mom into it once. But they never did, ha. I think that's why winter always makes me happy, it reminds me of him.
Tomorrow is my last day at my store in West Bend. I will miss a lot of people but I know this will be better for me. I can't afford the drive anymore.
I won't see Erik again this weekend. He's always busy working lately. I hope things start to slow down soon. I miss him.
Also, it's "friday the 13th" and probably a good day to kill yourself. :)