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I had a crappy day. I'm in a bad mood and I've been feeling very emotional about everything. With my job, lack of money, health problems, and just plain feeling down lately, it's a lot to deal with at once. I'm going over to my mom's tonight because I usually always go to her house on Wednesdays. We're going to watch a movie and have dinner. Hopefully it'll take my mind off of all of this for a while.
Oh yeah, I got to see Erik on Sunday night. It had been almost two weeks since we had seen each other. It was hell for me. He's been really busy with work lately and he's also going through a lot of emotional crap lately, too. I guess we're on the same page with that, we just both deal with it in totally different ways. I'd like to see him this weekend, but I think he's planning on going to Twin Lakes. Which makes me sad that I won't get to see him, but maybe going and spending time with his mom will make him feel better. It always works for me.
I think he and I just need a nice vacation again soon. Even just a weekend away to somewhere would be nice. Not necessarily doing anything. Maybe just getting out of town and staying at a hotel where no one can bother us and just relaxing. We could leave our phones and home and shut ourselves out for a few days. That would be wonderful.
Oh yeah, I got to see Erik on Sunday night. It had been almost two weeks since we had seen each other. It was hell for me. He's been really busy with work lately and he's also going through a lot of emotional crap lately, too. I guess we're on the same page with that, we just both deal with it in totally different ways. I'd like to see him this weekend, but I think he's planning on going to Twin Lakes. Which makes me sad that I won't get to see him, but maybe going and spending time with his mom will make him feel better. It always works for me.
I think he and I just need a nice vacation again soon. Even just a weekend away to somewhere would be nice. Not necessarily doing anything. Maybe just getting out of town and staying at a hotel where no one can bother us and just relaxing. We could leave our phones and home and shut ourselves out for a few days. That would be wonderful.