May 21, 2005 08:04
Hey loves,
I AM SOOO SLEEPY!
I am here still and i wanted to say thank you. And sorry i did not call you back hottie ;). But last night was not that much fun... i saw star wars III. it was awesome! but ok here it goes;
i came home from school and by bro was like get ready we are going to see Star wars at 4.[ok awesome] than i remember that i work at 6:15. [crap] So i go to call my boss[ well sorta there is no real boss at the moment] but i just get voice mails. So i call the church, voice mail. So i call another worker, husband says she is not home. [carpity crap] So i have to decide weither or not i am going to the movie or work. well work was the prior engagement... but they send me home half the time i get there. And the hour they give doesn't even cover gas any more. So i leave one more message and decide to go to the movie. [ my message said~ i am sorry but i can't make it in to work to night i am sorry to do this on such short notice however i can not get a hold of any one.] sure enough i get a call from my temporary boss saying how i should have called her sooner or just taken the liberty of finding someone to fill in. And than she was total guilt triping me by saying that she hope that there would not be to many kids seince they were going to be under staffed. Great now i feel like crap, but i didn't drive so... i was stuck. I felt like crap the rest of the movie and my mom decided to add her own little solo to my daily musical. On how i should quit and that she would go talk to them. I was like NO i don't want my mommy to keep fixing things for me. I am 17 so i am still a minor but i don't want to be babyed any more. and quit why? because i chose to not go? that is crap. and my daddy was all well why do you feel so aweful and i was like because i had an obligation to them and a responsibility to show up... and my mom just annoyed and frustrated ugh sound. and was like stop going on with my "responsibilities" crap. Why does she not see that as a good thing, as something to be charished. But than my daddy said that he thought it was a comendable trait, and my honesty. [ i can despise him sometimes but i really love him] I just don't see why my mom does not see that i am a W.O.G. and how awesome that makes me. Yeah i was feeling drained after all this so i went in my room and went to sleep. I told God about it but i feel asleep before i heard him answer. So Hottie that is why i did not call you back. Sorry again. I think i will make an aperance at megs Grad party but i have a cheer banquet and i have to pick my mom up from work. but I AM NOT STAYING HOME i will most likely see you after servicce tonight.
:~) Lissa :~)