Sorrow
Well this summer and my senior year is not going to be as eaisy as i thought... I am losing some of the greatest people i have come to love, to moving and to just time. It is time for all of them to grow up. I feel like i should be going with them to fly away but my ankle is chained to the ground. Crap. I am also putting Max up for adoption, yeah Max is being replaced by Scuttle my mom's car. But it is not for certain. I don't want to see Max go but Max was never really mine. He is Gods and if God wants him back he can have him. I don't feel that well tonight, i think it is heart hurt, i hate losing the world i have built. I hate change! And how am i going to find my Prince Eric if i don't have Max? My parents are bickering right now, well i must go back to life now, put on a happy face, and fake it till you feel it. I love you guys. :) Love forever and always , ~Melissa~