cant sleep, cant eat, im sick, im thinking about you all the time
haha this may appear disturbing in your F-Lists,
im deeply sorry for that :))
he continues to enchant me to this date! ♥
and i'd have to be honest, im the one who colored that, i guess its fantastic for first try dont you think?
so yes, im still continuing with the manga fever til now even if i practically have classes tomorrow.
my sister asks, "dont you run out of mangas to read cassandra?"
i replied, "yeah i do but i continue to hunt, its hard to stop reading these"
ohhh, i want to laze around but i cant... they've (my school) completely changed our curriculum and removed our half days.
my school life will suck even more though im happy with the class assignments.
they even shortened our capacity for now O.O
still, at least i know half of who's inside my class.. i hope it stays as a good addition.
geometry will hate me this year.... *cries*
foreign language, please make it good^^
i hope im also getting in Japanese,,, though my parents and siblings are against it.
i dont really care anymore =))) ill do what i want.
it's just for fun anyways!
i'll be serious when university comes!
even if i dont know which course to take...
maybe i should do something in the science department?
but it seems that i wont earn money there, most people are pursuing that.
i have to strategize too... on how to be unique that is.
its hard to stand out right?
i have this notion on doing medicine too...
but yet again, most of my batchmates want to do that...
and doctors dont earn as much now dont they?
i would dislike being held captive in a workplace all my life too.
i would prefer to be the least bit fashionable in a way besides that.
sooo, what can i do?
i particularly like english, science, history and literature in general
oops, just realized something horrible, im completely ambitionless O.O
by the way, im sorry if i did nothing KT related this time.
honestly i dont know how to go back to the kat-tun fandom
maybe when To The Limit comes out, i would return here
but for now, i guess im totally engrossed with reading and reading.
no matter how cliche, violating or repetitive it gets
i miss my graphic works too.
last time i planned on making icons but the resources are becoming more scarce
im at fault but when the time comes that im required to post, please look forward to it!
in fact what fuels me is your interest that is why im motivated to produce.
i hope i'd get back the drive!
here's another graphic of him (that same hot guy on top)!
if its him who would come, he can barge in any of my doors 8D ♥
oh did you know?
i did that last night despite having my dominant hand wrist down burnt
HUH?
(i did that last night too)
for real?
yes.
its my mom's fault
practically, 2 tablespoons of boiling oil smothered my entire hand
and now, more than the swelling and more than the pain,
im even more scared of the marks and scars it would leave
huhuhu :( im so disappointed.
i hate it when fire touches me. it never fades away.
there was this time too when i burnt my cheek with a ceramic curler.
i cried myself to sleep after that :((
til now, there's this slightly unnoticeable wound.
it ruins my image O.O
okay since this is getting too long, i guess i'd honorably display the works of my boredom.
:Reading:
Tonari no Kaibutsu-Kun Hapi Mari Animal Jungle Ouji Ka Prince Mishounen Produce L-DK Mairunovich Itazura na Kiss Tonari no Koigataki S Kareshi Joujou Good Morning Kiss Kimi no Sei Usotsuki ily Sugar Soldier Ookami Shoujo to Kuro Ouji Say I Love You Lemon Planet Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu Ojousama wa Oyomesama The Last Game Blue (Sakisaka Io) Stardust Wink Koibito wa 16-Sai Kyou no Kira Watashi ni XX Shinasai Aoharaido Dengeki Daisy Only the Ring Finger Knows
total: 28
:Finished:
Soleil Private Prince 99% Love Hana ni Arashi Oretachi ni Ai wa Nai Kono Ie de Kimi to Houkago Kiss Kindan Wrdding Adeyaka Prince Sabuten no Himitsu Love Share Gokujou Twins Good Morning Call Dakara Ore ni Shina yo Love Berrish! Chocolate Cosmos Rockin' Heaven Nagatachou Strawberry Koko ni Iru Yo! Strobe Edge 2 Kaime no Hajimete no koi Kousuru Heart Ga no To Iu Kareshi Toshishitakei
total: 23
don't you think i read too much?
they said im turning into an otaku O.O
i insist,
"heck im not... im in it for the message and content... also the hot boys"
haha! lisa would always be weird like that =))))))))))))))))
my secret is slowly but surely exposing itself.
but i guess you all do know.
judging how i like kame?
I LOVE PRETTY BOYS.
anyways, that's all for now.
i miss you all ♥
my best regards?
toodles~